school ?
happen something . smsed her. said would have sometime to prove it to her.
dam happy . at least i can prove to her i stop . doin those thing
for almost the whole days . mood was pretty good . i
took 3 bottle of dun know wad from my house. 1 of them was .martell.
hahas..
when to the chalet . at first was quite boring . but i got her to accompany me .
so it was quite okie .b4 the rest reach .
... dan later saw samuel . than went alongwit him and dennis to the arcade to play. quite fun .
..i also control doin all those stuff le.
. than junyu came. sms her said i can call le .
so i call ... junyu talk . i listen . dun know wad to say..
than heards something ?
is the time given . juz less than a day? hais.
only can blame myself for not cherishin her the last few times...
i heard . i totally lost it i went to find stuff to drink .
i dun know how to drink . yet i force myselfs.. can stop it.
3cans. 3 cup of martell. 1 cup of dunknow wad. and 2lights.
haish.
dun realli know wads happenin after than .
only rmb jiajun and weihong. bring me to the toilet basin and flood me
hais. everyone was not in the mood .
i hate tis feeling .realli realli regretted it.
i promise jiajun . i would stop . and i will do it.
heard some truth . also . but pretent . didnt heard it .haish
i drank da time . i can remember people tellin me. stop drinkin bec0s of zabo.
...i also know my tat frend also goin somekind of problem . also the same .
but .. i .juz didnt go chrish it lar.
i fuckin hate myselfs....
i dun know wad to do now.
i a jerk
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